__narcotix* - i am one with my duality

Saturday, July 16, 2005

... before its too late


The Eagles - Desperado

hey everyone! how goes? things have been pretty nice these days. finally understanding maths, and yesterday i spent the whole time with the ruggers. lanning and went to eat steamboat. heh. it was fun. some of them didn't join us though. ho well. ahhh have to leave for open house in awhile. i'm doing registration, cuz i be je almighty: monitor of 4R! muahahahaha. hahaha. well. after open house i'm going out with wanling! hahah we're gonna have dinner then go for the guitar concert. t3h funz. i think we're catching a movie after that? but no idea yet hahaha. and i think i'm meeting her tml oso. yay.

i just realised! i like the corrs alot! verh nice lehh. hahaha <3>
Gorillaz - Feel Good Inc.
Hahahahahahahahahahahaha!

Feel good, sh-shake it, shake it. (8x)

Citys breaking down on a camel's back.
They just have to go 'cos they don’t know whack.
So all ya fill the streets it's appealing to see.
You wont get undercounted, 'cos you're damned and free.
You've got a new horizon It's ephemeral style.
In a melancholy town where we never smile.
And all I wanna hear is the message beep.
My dreams, they got a kissin` cause I don’t get sleep, no.
BEEP
Windmill, Windmill for the land.
Turn forever hand in hand.
Take it all in on your stride.
It is sinking, falling down.
Love forever love is free.
Let's turn forever you and me.
Windmill, windmill for the land.
Is everybody in?

Laughing gas, these hazmats, fast cats,
Lining them up like ass cracks,
Lay these ponies at the track,
It's my chocolate attack.
Shoot, I'm stepping in hotter this year.
Care bear reppin' it's harder this year.
Watch me as I gravitate,
Hahahahahaha.
We're going to ghost town,
This motown,
With your sound,
You in the blink,
Going bite the dust,
Can’t fight with us,
With your sound you kill the INC.
So, dont stop, get it, get it
Until you're cheddar heavy,
And watch the way I navigate,
Hahahahahahahaha.

Sh-shake it, shake it, Feel good. (4x)

Windmill, Windmill for the land.
Turn forever hand in hand.
Take it all in on your stride.
It is sinking, falling down.
Love forever love is free.
Let's turn forever you and me.
Windmill, windmill for the land,
Is everybody in?

Dont stop, get it, get it,
We are your captains in it (feel good),
Steady,
Watch me gravitate,
Ahahahahahhaa (feel good). (2x)

Sh-shake it, shake it, Feel good. (4x)

Ahahahahahahahahahahahahaaaaaaa...

hahaha i love the feel goods. ... omg u know if u put it in repeat. the last HAHAHAHAHA combines with the first HAHAHAHAHA. omg HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA. ... ok lol ignore me. one more song for u guys before i head off to take care of bratty p6ers.

The Eagles - Desperado
Desperado, why don't you come to your senses?
You been out ridin' fences for so long now
Oh, you're a hard one
But I know that you got your reasons
These things that are pleasin' you
Can hurt you somehow

Don't you draw the queen of diamonds boy
She'll beat you if she's able
You know the queen of hearts is always your best bet

Now it seems to me, some fine things
Have been laid upon your table
But you only want the ones that you can't get

Desperado, oh, you ain't gettin' no younger
Your pain and your hunger, they're drivin' you home
And freedom, oh freedom well, that's just some people talkin'
Your prison is walking through this world all alone

Don't your feet get cold in the winter time?
The sky won't snow and the sun won't shine
It's hard to tell the night time from the day
You're losin' all your highs and lows
Ain't it funny how the feeling goes away?

Desperado, why don't you come to your senses?
Come down from your fences, open the gate
It may be rainin', but there's a rainbow above you
You better let somebody love you
(let sombody love you)
You better let somebody love you
before it's too late



_LiKETHiS__ walkthisway||11:40 AM


Friday, July 01, 2005

the future ... is coming on.

Bon Jovi - Living on a prayer

FINALLY someone let me outta my cage.
hello people! finally back to blogging lol. its been awhile yea? soo much has happened but i can't really tell u about it. heh. well whats there to talk about. ITALY was kinda cool. yea. and "classchalet" and "OTHERclasschalet" was sweeeeeeet. note the extra Es. well school has started. still getting used to it heh. i ponned pe today. went to sleep in the sickbay. bed verh comfortable can?! i didn't WANNA pon it was just that it was mafti day meaning we can wear civvees to sch and i forgot bout pe. so. too bad then. slept damn well la. hehehhehe. oh well i shouldn't make it a habit. which isn't really too possible if u think about it. kaiyang and zhenghong would have me for breakfast if i did. i'm not talking like demerit points. like blackmail. yeap. that's what ripb is REALLY about. hahah nah kidding. they're all nice ppl. incredibly lame and shameless. but hey. no one's complaining :)

SPEAKING of mafti day. i gotta say something. guankoon and samlim did something incredibly stupid today. they came to sch in jeans and t shirt, and then CHANGED INTO RG UNIFORM. wtfwtfwtf i almost died. NOTE not OMGTHATSSOAMUSING died. not OMGTHEYRESOCOOL died. not OMGTHEYKNOWPPLINRG died. but more of OMGWTFARETHEYRETARDEDWOULD2OFYOUDROPDEADPLX died. FUCK i swear what the hell are they trying to prove?! its so damn juvenile. and everyone just seems to think its funny. its not lorh. its a sad attempt at being rad. they know ppl in rg and they want everyone to know OOOO LOOK I KNOW PPL AND I WILL BORROW THEIR UNIFORM SO THE WORLD WILL KNOWWWW MY POPULARITYYY. they might say its just for fun but dude somewhere deep down theres def a thought like that. and its sickening. how somehow everyone is just getting so pathetic to be accepted? i mean i nvr had much respect for either of them. but now its not just no respect. its more of. i despise(insert flashing neon lights here) them? i think thats it. its not even funny cuz they purposely changed into rguniform only in sch. its not the ACT of it. its the whole concept. how they do stupid things EXPLICITLY so ppl would think they're hip in some way. NEWSFLASH. no one rlly mature actually bought it.

one might wonder: "why is jerome so upset?! its none of HIS business?!" well think again homiez. u know everytime someone like them pulls a stunt like that i have to handle loads of shit. some of the express ppl came to me today and they were like. u geppers are really really retarded. and i don't WANNA agree but plx. what do u expect me to say? ohhhh its not that bad la sam and guankoon were just PLAYING!!11?!?!??! so i end up saying. ya its just those 2. O_o and they mock geppers lorh. what can i do? defend us? for fuck? if i manage by some weird miracle to convince them this time, some other moron will just do something else and it'll all just start again. don't u get it?! ur actions have repercussions. my friends call me a fake gepper. i'm not buying it. geppers are NOT like they say. and i don't think the fact that i like to hang around the express ppl sometimes justifies calling me fake. i'm not angry. its funny when we talk about it. and to tell u the truth i enjoy it sometimes. u know. to have a line of seperation from people like sam or guankoon or eechong. really. but wouldn't it be better if there wasn't anything that i wouldn't want to be associated with? no sam no guankoon and certainly no rgs uniforms -.-

looking back at my time in ri i think i was like them in sec2. in retrospect i hate myself for it. some sad poser trying to get some attention. which is also another reason why i'm so upset. ya all my negative feelings towards my past are like angled at them. hey not rlly fair to them i know. but i think i'll take the opportunity to bitch more.

those 2 are like the damn hardcore christians or something. i mean every english speech they get it'll come out like "let me intro u to a friend i have. he's called Christ." ...... ok make no mistake i'm all for evangelism. but theres something calleD OVERKILL?! and BUILDING A BARRIER? have they ever realised that the more they talk about it the more people won't listen. its not something u can force down someone. shit i HATE it when i ask someone to go to church but he/she won't cuz they had some bad experience with some charismatic church somewhere. charismatic praise is not a simple matter u can't bring a guy who hasn't been to church or said a prayer in his life and expect him to join in. more often than not he'd just be weirded out and shut out church for life. or until a miracle happens. there are people around me who RESENT churches. after going like ONCE or TWICE. and i really mean RESENT. they're just closed totally to it. JUST IN CASE U DON'T KNOW. i blame u guys. not the twiddledee (sam) and twiddledum (guankoon) in particular. but u get what i mean. PLZ SLOW DOWN. what ur doing now isn't working. harnessing of teenage angst to draw one to God isn't ALWAYS the way. if u do that what happens when the angst is gone? go figure yea?! it might work for some but really everyone is different. and since everyone does it, it seems so commercialised. think bout it. justttt think bout it. ur choking them.

just in case it wasn't obvious nuff the gruesome twosome got screwed and were made to change. strike one for common sense!

anyway i was on the bus back from studying... and i saw a friend sitting in front of the bus yea? and the bus was verh empty. just me her and about 3 other ppl. so well she was listening to music and fell asleep quite fast. so oook nothing interesting there. suddenly this middle age guy boards the bus. i dun rlly take notice but after 5 mins i realised he was continually standing arnd the front. which is weird cuz ppl normally stand at the back right? then i realised what he was doing. see the girl was wearing a short skirt and this loose blouse eh? and she was leaning forward. and the guy kept looking over her shoulder. down her blouse la. at first i thought it was just my imagination. till he started circling down and trying to look up her skirt. wha jibai i was quite pissed off la. i mean thats rlly being a bastard. and it was SO obvious some more know. so like i had to go up and stop him la.and he seemed so unapologetic. like i was interrupting his conquest or something. i swear i almost punched him but i didn't wanna wake her up. i don't think she saw me on the bus. and i'm not gonna say who she is. i think its quite disturbing for the girls. fuckers. and like the other ppl saw lorh. and they didn't do shit. and i found that quite annoying too. but heck its singapore. weird ppl around. for everyone reading this. just ... be aware la. jealmighty won't be around to save ur asses all the time. lol kidding. seriously its was quite bad la. so just watch out.

heh. its been awhile yea. and i've been pretty happy recently. i mean besides sch starting and all? its been pretty magical. heh. i ain't happy! feeling glad. got sunshine! in a baggg. i'm uselesss. but not for long. the future ... is coming on.





















it's coming on...
it's coming on...
it's coming on...
it's coming on...
heh. yea.



_LiKETHiS__ walkthisway||8:18 AM


Thursday, June 02, 2005

sunblock is for wimps.

WAIT! i forgot to mention that stuart was man of the match with 2 interceptions 2 touchdowns top scorer golden boot yadayada but he let in one touchdown cuz he was too hot to move ololol. always letting the team down eh stuart? hahaha.

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Weird Al Yankovic - A complicated song

HELLO. i'mma back. lotsa stuff been happenin. now that the holz are here its actually kinda great. leaving for italy on saturday yea! but of course there are downsides. shan't elaborate on those. anyway i bought like this super cool shirt from raoul to wear with the suit. its like silverish grey. and now i need cufflinkz to complete it. but i like it! it was ... 100 bucks -.- dude not cool but i mean i dun rlly buy shirts often so might as well get a proper one yea? yea. also bought this green tshirt. -grinz. that was more fun than u can imagine.

anywayyy. yesterday i went to sentosa with the guys. lol i was late. and thus had to pay for daniel and stuart's entrance ticket. hahah whatever man 3 bucks. but well. yiming mingkiat and gab were later than me. and zhehan's chix0rz was supposed to join us but she chickened out. sad. i was looking forward to comparing her and yiming. ... ... for the record i didn't say that. heh. anyway there was daniel stuart mingkiat kahwei zhehan gabriel yiming. then cheemz joined us later. lol. it was fun. we played american football and all. but every 20 mins or so we hadda run into the water to avoid being cooked. hahaha. and anyway it was so freaking hot we hadda push away the top layer of sand and stand on the cooler sand below to make it actually bearable. and still we played. lol it was funky. spent hell lot on drinks too -sheepish smile- lol. i was WARNED to bring alot of water. but err. i forgot. u know being late and all. hahaha. i think at least 10 bucks on drinks. each. and lunch was bout 10 bucks each. shared pizza with zhehan. he took two more slices than me! but nvm la. lol. finally got a chance to talk to some of the guys. yea they're great ppl. rlly fun to be with and all. should go back sometime. but this time. need sunblock PLZ. omfg my whole back n shoulders and face is burnt as hell and it BURNSSSSS. lol. and to think when stuart asked me whether i had sunblock i said. "sunblock? sunblock is for wimps!" hahaha lol i eat mah words.

anyway i realised that many of the guys also have their problems and fears. ... cept stuart maybe. lol. but anyway i think our funloving attitudes with each other kinda undercuts possibilities of real friendships u know? ok maybe real isn't the best word. i think deeper friendships would be bttr. cuz we find so much pleasure laffing at each other and at ourselves its like sometimes u dun rlly wanna tell them smthng impt even though u want to... cuz u're worried of how they'd react. i mean the fact that we can laugh at each other so easily is great. and really fun. but i mean its just abit sad sometimes that being so close, we'll probably never be able to tell each other stuff in a group. oh well. maybe as we all mature and grow it'll change. but lol i'm not betting on it. but they're a great bunch anyhow :)

POLKA POWERRRR!!!

oh well its the holz now. so i hope everyone gets a chance to have as much fun as i think i'm gonna have. but u know whatever we do. theres really one thing that u gotta remember. as much as it doesn't seem so? and trust me on this people. sunblock. is DEFINITELY. for wimps. WAHAHAHAHA. je almighty. out.



_LiKETHiS__ walkthisway||12:10 PM


Wednesday, May 18, 2005

its the little things that only i know

Everybody's looking for that something
One thing that makes it all complete
You'll find it in the strangest places
Places you never knew it could be
Some find it in the face of their children
Some find it in their lover's eyes
Who can deny the joy it brings
When you've found that special thing
You're flying without wings

Some find it sharing every morning
Some in their solitary lives
You'll find it in the words of others
a simple line can make you laugh or cry
You'll find it in the deepest friendship
The kind you cherish all your life
and when you know how much that means
You've found that special thing
You're flying without wings

So impossible
as it may seem
You've got to fight
for every dream
'cause who's to know
which one you let go
would've made you complete..


Well, for me it's waking up beside you
to watch the sunrise on your face
to know that i can say I love you
in any given time or place..
its the little things that only I know
Those are the things that make you mine
And it's like flying without wings
'Cause you're my special thing
I'm flying without wings..

And you're the place my life begins
and you'll be where it ends
I'm flying without wings
And that's the joy you bring..

I'm flying without wings..





godhalpmeh.



_LiKETHiS__ walkthisway||9:15 AM


Monday, May 16, 2005

i don't wanna be

suatying just alerted me to something. its not that i don't care bout my marks and how they affect my future. i just have too much faith that i'm gonna make it anyway. and thus. BANG! FULL MARKS!!!11one

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Eminem - Mockingbird

hush little baby don't u cry everything's gonna be alright.

sometimes i think we forget our place. we're secondary sch students. theres a REASON society frowns upon us. youth is wasted on the young? amen.

don't be so quick to conform to our surroundings. do you WANT to do well? or do u NEED to do well? personally. i just need to do well. its a question of desire. there are people around us who pride themselves on scoring well. but there are yet other people who pride themselves on being good at sports. and also music. or leadership stuff. if you don't feel a need to justify your position by scoring well, then like me, u just need to do well, for all the various reasons. our dream job. dream car. dream house. dream life. the future we envision and quietly wish for every night. that should be what drives us. people often draw a solid line between marks and leadership capabilities. i'm gonna say something. and i'm only gonna say its once. bullshit. they are independent. its just that in our sch society so often its just so much easier to judge a person by his academics. for fuck? getting a 4.0 gpa doesn't say anything bout your character.

heh maybe u can say i'm doing the whole sour grapes bonanza. but the fact is this. throughout my life in RI i've been denied leadership not because they didn't think i could do the job well, but because of the people i hang around with, and the things i do with them . guilty by association yea? not many people are gonna be willing to let a rugger with dyed hair and low socks with a reputation like mine head a house. then again. look at good ol buckley now. SUCK THAT NOOBS. heh i wonder if we'll get 2 digits worth of points this yr?! but back to the issue at hand. i personally think i could have done better. hell better. but its just not the image our sch would like to project. i'm not complaining. i chose this life. and i like it. i mean sure i'd lose out somewhere. but the sacrifices of one aspect only make the gains in the others so much sweeter. i walk down town with daniel stuart kenny and the rest. and it just feels right. everything else doesn't matter for those few hours. and if i have to let the name of my house go down the drain to achieve that, so be it. the ends justify the means. might seem selfish. but hey i wanted to be capt. they just didn't let me. and so karma strikes again. (what goes around comes around. yea?)

i wonder how long i can keep on writing

personally i think i don't do well mostly cuz i don't want to. not enough apparently. its upsetting. for a few seconds. then i just laugh it off, with inherent knowledge that i could definitely do better if i wanted to. but at what cost? i'd like to think that if i just lowered my head and chionged out my academics that i would destroy them around me. heh maybe its arrogance. but hey its just the thought of it that allows me to just brush it off. cuz i conciously made a choice to not go that way. and i'm not regretting it. choose a path. and just go. the rest will fall into place. and take things as they come. i don't wanna be anything other then what i wanted to be lately.

for all my emotional brittleness and external reliance, if theres one thing i can truly say that i can draw from my inner self, is that i am always confident that being myself is the way to go. i see people around me who are like that. people like cheemeng. people like nazirul. they just seems to trot around sch with such radiance to their steps that they shine to all around them with a surreal light. everyone around them sees it. feels it. knows it. but nobody says it. theres no need to in anycase. these ppl already believe in what they are. and they don't need other people's approval. i want so much to be able to be like them. so some years ago i decided. why not.

i can understand why it upsets u. there are expectations for people in your position. both by others and also by yourself. but just remember this. you're not any less yourself because u didn't get 4.0. i will quote avril here -ohthehorror?- "if you could only let it be, you would see" don't get too caught up. as i always say. be cool. theres so much more life has to offer.

to be perfectly honest i have no way of empathising. i remember sometime in pri sch they made us rank from most important to least. friends work and self. i picked friends then self then work. i just got freaking 15/55 for maths common test. that gives my average on math a healthy 1.2 gpa?! double weightage k thnx. yea obviously its rather upsetting. but yet somehow its not bugging me at all. marks for me are as they are: marks. u get bttr marks u get worse marks. OBVIOUSLY we're gonna need to score well. marks are just like some portal to where we wanna be. but when we leave a place, say for arguements sake. raffles institution. the teachers and staff are not gonna remember how much i got for a certain physics commontest. or how well i did on a chinese essay. they'll remember how u played pranks on your teachers. they'll remember how u were a crazy good singer. they'll remember how well mannered u were. the reality of our situation is such. u might be smart. hell smart. way past smart. but thats not gonna make someone sit up and notice u. we're surrounded by genius. in all aspects of the word. its not about priorities or responsibilities. its about how you handle them. no one gives crapshit whether you undertake all the responsibilities possible. recognition will only come when people see that you carry out whats needed of you with confidence. what is KEY then. is finding your own little volatile concoction of brilliance that will make u eternal. noone's gonna be like you. no one can. its like this ethereal sense of indivi[duality]. and its at that point when we can truly say: "i don't wanna be anyone other than me". so i know you'll find your balance. eventually.

je almighty. out.



_LiKETHiS__ walkthisway||10:25 AM


Sunday, May 08, 2005

just a thought.

Aerosmith - Cryin'

I refer to the article “RGS girls and their low growls” by Colin Goh, published on 8th May 2005. The article discusses how Singaporean men are too lazy to want to be desirable to women, yet complain when Singaporean women run off with other men.
They brought into context the example of how RGS girls cheer with low voices, in order to present the idea of cheering as a Rafflesian family. Seeing as how it’d be rather funny to see us RI boys try and cheer high, the only logical course of action would be for the girls to cheer with low voices. However it is said that this low cheering scares any potential suitors to the girls. Why is this so? According to the author, it is because Singaporean men and both falling short of and being intimidated by Singaporean women’s expectations.
To start off my review, I’d like to state that I agree with the writer. Truth be told I might not have seen it all, but I believe I’ve probably seen more than many my age. And from where I’m standing, many Singaporean men are scum. They don’t even do the bare minimum in pampering their counterparts. No opening doors, no ladies first thing, no carrying her bags, no sending her home after a date. Some Singaporean women might not mind much, but when someone else (presumably a foreigner) comes, doing these little things here and there, can we blame the women for wanting to be with them? I, for one, think it’s justified.
It is exceedingly annoying when men whine about not being able to find a partner when they themselves aren’t doing anything to find someone. They claim Singaporean girls are “too picky”. However, in truth, that’s just an excuse. In order to be desirable again, Singaporean men should simply do more, not ask the women to want less. Also, our society now demands more of women, and it’s only natural that women demand more in return. For the guys who can’t come to terms with this, I suppose there are always them mail order brides. Not discriminating against them, but I think the whole concept of mail order brides is just wrong.
But now back to the subject matter. Being myself from their brother school, and having many of my good friends hailing from RGS, my views are probably in some ways biased. However this is how I view it: So they cheer with low voices. Okay. What are the REAL consequences of that? They aren’t going to walk around using vulgarities like punctuation, nor do any other things in any way related to guys. It’s just that they cheer with low voices. I don’t think it makes them in any way lesser girls. In fact I think it shows their true quality. Any girl can talk with their high pitched squeaks and shrill screams of delight, but how many would be able to subject themselves to society’s scorning eyes just to achieve a sense of oneness in the family?
Once again, the immaturity of Singaporean men shines through. RGS girls, being seen as the pinnacle of female intellectuals in our society, are probably put under pressure by society to perform. As I mentioned earlier, it’s only natural that they have higher expectations of their companions. In all their laziness and apathy towards it, the Singaporean man would rather just depersonalize them by their cheering in low voices, using that as an excuse to not that date, for no other reason then that they are scared of them. Scared of what they want, scared of what they can achieve, and scared that not being able to deliver will then their own fragile male egos.
The school based stereotypes raised in the article are genuine, the convent girls being the most chaotic, the SCGS girls being lady-like, all full of poise and elegance, but turning into tai-tais after awhile. If you’re going out with a convent girl, expect to be out of the house till the wee hours of the morning, chilling out in clubs that you aren’t even supposed to be allowed in. For the SCGS girls, being pampered is a necessity. They can’t live without it. So one has to be prepared for that. Roses, chocolates, endless expressions of love through gifts and sweet nothings, and all that jazz.
But what of our hallowed sister school? How do they fit into the equation? In my honest opinion, they are just like any other girls school, albeit with a higher affinity for academic excellence. They have their chaotic girls, the rebels, their tai-tais, and their bimbos. But in fact, so do the other schools. There are SCGS girls who are inexplicably manly and ungraceful. And its not a given thing that if you go into a convent school, that you’re going to be exactly like the social stereotype demands that you do. By the same token, girls in RGS are as varied as girls in other schools. But, I have to be honest, in that my views on RGS are in fact a reflection on my views of the boys in RI. RI has its muggers, but RI also has its rebels. The social stereotypes are all a result of the environment of the school. It’s a generic view, and in no means exhaustive. And so before society can even begin to understand the psyche of RGS girls, they have to first understand what is expected of them, and what they intend to achieve. Maybe then will Singaporean men be able to understand their demands, and finally be able to accept their low cheering. After all, when it comes to it, I’d probably rather have a RGS girl beside me, because by constantly striving to fulfill their expectations, it’ll make me a better person.

written 8th may 2005 by je almighty. too pro?!
those of you who wish to attempt to dispute me in vain, email 69gaara@gmail.com or drop me a tag.



_LiKETHiS__ walkthisway||6:28 PM


Saturday, May 07, 2005

the song that started it all


... go FIGURE.

Kid Rock - Only God Knows Why

I've been sittin' here Tryin' to find myself
I get behind myself I need to rewind myself
Lookin' for the payback Listen for the playback
They say that every man bleeds just like me

And I feel like number one Yet I'm last in line
I watch my youngest son And it helps to pass the time
I take too many pills It helps to ease the pain
I made a couple of dollar bills still I feel the same

Everybody knows my name They say it way out loud
A lot of folks fuck with me It's hard to hang out in crowds
I guess that's the price you pay To be some big shot like I am
Out strecthed hands and one night stands Still I can't find love

And when your walls come tumbling down
I will always be around
And when your walls come tumbling down
I will always be around

People don't know bout the things I say and do
They don't understand about the shit that I've been through
It's been so long since I've been home
I've been gone, I've been gone for way too long
Maybe I forgot all the things I've missed
Oh somehow I know there's more to life than this
I said it too many times And I still stand firm
You get what you put in And people get what they deserve
Still I ain't seen mine No I ain't seen mine
I've been giving just ain't been gettin'
I've been walking that there line
So I think I'll keep on walking With my head held high
I'll keep moving on and only God knows why
Only God.....Only God
Only God knows why
Only God....knows....why, why, why oh only God knows why
Take me to the river eh
Wont you Take me to the river, hey hey hey yeah

i love this song so much. sums up my life. and also. this was the first real song i listened to. so eat ur heart out world. je almighty. out.



_LiKETHiS__ walkthisway||10:45 PM


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